Guest Post from Jozette of Regardez Moi

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Remember my idea about asking everyone that I invited to my virtual dinner party to guest post on my blog? Okay stop laughing about the virtual dinner party nerdiness and listen to what I’m saying. Remember that? No? Well – I thought I’d randomly ask the people from that “guest list” to guest post for me – probably once a month. So far, we’ve heard from Kacy and Anastasia, but got derailed in October when Jozette from Regardez Moi postponed. Twice.

Now I think I’ve given her a hard enough time about this, so I’m just going to be happy that she FINALLY got her loosey goosey act together and sent me the damn guest post already.

Seriously though – I do love Jozette. She funny and quirky and not afraid to be honest. She’s had a tough year. One of those years that makes us look back and say, “how did I do that? I should be dead by now.” But she’s so lovely and deserves a great year to make up for it. So I’m hoping that 2009 will be the year that Jozette “got her groove back” (possibly with the hot young guy from work). She deserves it!

Welcome Jozette!

I am not a mother. Well, a motherfudger, maybe, but I have no children to speak of. So why-oh-why did Kate pick me to guest post on her blog? I have no idea. (It’s because I’m awesome.) But I am more than flattered and happy to oblige. Even though I, um, you know. Bailed on her. Twice. Because I was uh. Busy.

The truth is, I really was busy. And also? I was drained. I didn’t have any idea what to write; what could I possibly say that her blog audience would appreciate? And… I’m really bad with deadlines. (I originally type-o’d ‘dreadlines’ which is so apt.) When I know there’s something due, I completely put it off. Even if it’s something that I would normally look forward to doing. I shut down, fold up. Like the cheap extra table you bring down from the attic only at Thanksgiving. I’m the kiddie table covered in a sticky vinyl tablecloth from the 70s.

I tell myself I’m unreliable (which, I can admit, I tend to be.) Not on purpose. I’m just, you know, emotionally unstable. And sometimes just the slightest bit of pressure can render me utterly useless. Straight to the couch in my crusty old sweatpants with a plate of cheesy refried beans. (Note to the single male readers: pipe down, I know how hot you must think I am right now. Try to keep it in your pants, please. This here is a family blog.)

This post is going nowhere really fast.

Oh, I never introduced myself. Hi. I’m Jozette. I’m the flaky non-committal blogger who loves words but sometimes has difficulty putting them together. A 30-year old emotional roller coaster on the verge of divorce. A real keeper.

Now to the meat of the story: Kate commented on my blog not too long ago and her words have stayed with me.

She said:
You were one of my first non-mommy blog readers. You’re one of the people I think about when I’m writing and say, ‘I don’t think every poopy diaper needs to be documented. There’s more to me than just that.’”

And that really touched me, you know? Cause I’m all sentimental and sh*t. And that was really nice.

Oh.

Were you expecting something deeper – more eloquent than that? Yea. You’re barking up the wrong tree.

I think my point here, although deeply hidden and camouflaged better than um, you know, an army guy wearing camouflage, is that her comment made me think about how mired we become in our daily existence. How our WHOs often get lost in the WHAT of our lives. How important it is not to lose your WHO. (Who shot who in the what now?)


WHO are we really? WHO the filth am I? That’s the question I asked myself when I read her comment. It’s something I try to figure out on a daily basis. It is partially the catalyst for my blogsistential crises numbers one and two.

Caterpillar: Who are YOU?
Alice: This was not an encouraging opening for a conversation. I — I hardly know, sir, just at present — at least I know who I was when I got up this morning, but I think I must have been changed several times since then.
Where was I going with this?

Um….

Oh. I am not a mother. But the majority of blogs I read are written by women who are. I delight in their writing and their honesty about not only their children, but about themselves. Who they are as women. Women who lead completely different lives than me; women who live scattered all over the world. Wildly intelligent, strong, hilarious (to the point of involuntary pants-peeing), take your breath away, wonderful women and mothers whom I worship. Whose words I devour every day. Who teach me about the kind of woman, the kind of person, the kind of mother I would like to someday be. (Oh no. Now I’ve gone and ruined my street cred. Let’s just keep this last paragraph between us, okay?)

So, thank you. Thank you for being an inspiration to me. Thank you for sharing your lives and for allowing me to share mine.

Or something.

Now I feel awkward. Like I just had semi-stranger sex and am having difficulty making eye contact. Like I’m sitting on my hands at the edge of bed, biting my lip. Ummm.

You guys are great.

*Slaps you on the ass*

Now hit the showers.

*Jozette is currently on a blogging hiatus – whatever that means. Hopefully she’ll be back soon! You can do your begging in my comments section or e-mail her directly at regardezmoiblog@gmail.com.

13 Responses to Guest Post from Jozette of Regardez Moi
  1. katie t
    December 9, 2008 | 7:16 am

    great guest post and since i’m another huge fan of j…i’m begging her back. i understand but i’m begging her back!

    but lets all remember to remember what she said…”lets not forget the who’s”.

    it’s important….we’re all different but we can all learn something from each other!

    thanks ladies…

  2. AnastasiaSpeaks
    December 9, 2008 | 1:52 pm

    Kate – Good for you for keeping on her until she does it!

    You’re a hoot Jozette. What a great guest post…I knew it would be because you just F-ing awesome!

    Oh no, I violated my NO almost cursing rule!

    :)

  3. Baking With Plath
    December 9, 2008 | 2:01 pm

    Jozette is one of my all-time favorite bloggers. I can’t wait for her to hit the proverbial showers and get back to blogging.

  4. Regardez Moi
    December 9, 2008 | 2:21 pm

    Hey guys!! Um, Kate? I embedded a whole crap load of links in my post… but none of them seem to be showing up… hmmm. Did I do it wrong??? You think we can fix it?

    And… I love you girls :)

  5. Pare
    December 9, 2008 | 3:27 pm

    Jozette? You CRACK ME UP.

  6. Kate Coveny Hood
    December 9, 2008 | 6:02 pm

    Thanks so much Jozette! This was great. How do you manage to be both funny AND deep at the same time? I can barely manage just one of the two (if at all).

    I’m so glad that you are not bored to tears by mommy bloggers. I love my younger single blog friends (and you and BWP are at the top of my list).

  7. Sal
    December 9, 2008 | 8:49 pm

    Jozette, I miss you. Kate, thank you for hounding her ’till she did this. I bask in your collective awesomeness.

  8. Christy
    December 10, 2008 | 1:01 am

    Totally loved this post – made me laugh out loud. Loved the kiddie table and beans lines…hehehe…And I must admit – the first time I read the whole post I thought Jozette was using some type of blog lingo I’m not familiar with (like memes and awards, etc) when she referred to WHOs and WHATs — hahaha – I thought those were acronyms! I didn’t realize she was just capitalizing whole words. I’m a total nerd, I know.

  9. Jessie
    December 10, 2008 | 1:58 am

    Gunna be tough to beat this one, K! Thought-provoking and darling and funny and beautiful… just like Jozette.

    BEG BEG BEG – Are you back yet, J!?

  10. Amanda
    December 10, 2008 | 1:00 pm

    What a great post, J. And, thanks for introducing me to your friend, cake. I’m off to read all of her past posts!

  11. Weith Kick
    December 10, 2008 | 7:53 pm

    I too am not a mommy.

  12. Regardez Moi
    December 12, 2008 | 12:40 am

    but weith. you are a daddy.

    oh, see. that just sounded dirty.

  13. Maggie, Dammit
    December 14, 2008 | 3:30 pm

    Awwwwwwwwww!

    Jozette slapped my ass!

    This is so cool. Thank you both. :)

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